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official goodbye.

16 days ago - 542 views
official goodbye.
i wanted to make letters and stuff but i really don't have time. this is making me sad tho because i've had such a nice time here, through the ups and downs and just. :c
you guys mean a lot to me and i really love you. this is my last goodbye here, i wish i had more to say, but this is it, sorry.
 
bye bye. ♥
- n3ssuh.

offline.

17 days ago - 519 views
offline.
uhm, bye. idk if i'll be on tomorrow or not. i've been having a really shitty week and it's only monday. i'm upset about a lot and idk i just really wanna leave, bye.
 
- n3ssuh sux.
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ignore pls.

17 days ago - 661 views
ignore pls.
if you're wondering what i'm still doing here i said i was leaving wednesday, k. i still have feelings i wanna rant about, so.
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i feel really shitty about this whole thing idek what i want. i don't want to leave him because the thought upsets me and i just want to know he'll be okay and i'm probably being over dramatic and ugh life i'm so fucking indecisive.
 
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another thing tho,
i'm just 5OOO% done. okay i know you talked about me but i love how you can admit you're wrong to people you barely did anything to, but have nothing to say to me. and if you feel guilty reading this then yes, i'm talking about you and i know you can't wait until wednesday. i have never hated someone as much as i do right now, honestly. -.-
 
- n3ssuh.
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read this, yo.

18 days ago - 648 views
read this, yo.
first of all i'm leaving on wednesday - i have some things i need to say to some people before i go.
second of all whoever that is posting on @j3-nnifer's crushtag you need to fucking not. you act all innocent but you're actually ruining things for other people. she's not being a whore because she has guy friends and i would love to define a whore for you, because its definitely not her. stop acting like a dick and just stay out of people's lives, its honestly pathetic. you all suck.
 
- n3ssuh.
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i'm leaving.♥

19 days ago - 293 views
i'm leaving.♥
i'm sorry, but i'm leaving. please don't be upset or whatever because that'll make me feel worse about this than i already do. you guys mean a lot to me, i just don't have much time anymore, so i'm sorry. this account will still be up and i'll be here for a few days to say goodbye, but then i'm gonna go. thank you so much for all the amazing times here. if i come back, you'll find out.
 
- n3ssuh. ♥
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lol, ignore unless you're tagged.

19 days ago - 273 views
lol, ignore unless you're tagged.
if you got a message about a blow job or black dick or whatever, sorry that wasn't me, it was @ashb3nzo. cx
just tagging you all ok.
@y0urg0mez
@r0d3n
@j3-nnifer
@sehlena
@yourch3r
@your-b00bs
@j-ustinbiebe-r
@c-harlavail
@yourcatvalentineanon
@pi-xie
 
- the real n3ssuh. cx

i hope this brightens your day.♡

19 days ago - 311 views
i hope this brightens your day.♡
http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery.html
http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery.html
http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery.html
http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery.html
http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery.html

- n3ssuh, who can't tag right now. cx
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pissing myself, omfg.

20 days ago - 640 views
pissing myself, omfg.
i can't, ok.
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advice from n3ssuh ; pt. 1. ♡

20 days ago - 683 views
advice from n3ssuh ; pt. 1. ♡
pt. 1 → how to start being happy.
 
sooo, most of us have learned that this site can fuckk with your emotions, so here's some advice about ways to be happy, i know it can be hard, but you just gotta try, you can do it. ♥
 
O1. just smile - smiling is proven to make you happier.
O2. be honest with people about how you feel towards them.
O3. delete the messages where someone hurt you.
O4. listen to your favorite songs.
O5. watch funny videos on tumblr.
O6. take a break, don't let anyone stop you if you need one.
O7. rant about how you feel.
O8. eat some yummy food.
O9. be willing to realize you may have done something wrong.
1O. apologize // sometimes // even if you think you haven't done something wrong.
11. make new friends.
12. take a nap.
13. let it go, it may be hard, but just pretend nothing happened and try and forget about it.
14. talk to the person and be calm with them.
15. realize if people don't give you respect, they don't deserve to hurt you.
16. realize what people say about you isn't true, they're trying to bother you.
17. b r e a t h e.
18. get wreck this journal -- surprisingly it helps. [ if you don't have it, here - http://www.polyvore.com/wreck_this_journal/collection?id=1598044 ]
19. think of your favorite memories.
2O. call a friend irl.
21. cry, but only for a little bit.
22. think of all the things you're happy about - sleeping, your mom [ (; ], summer, etc.
23. have a fresh start, keep it a secret.
24. make a side account, but don't tell anyone its you.
25. don't talk to the people who make you upset.
26. spam your friends.
27. be forgiving.
28. don't hold grudges.
29. buy yourself something nice.
3O. go outside.
31. watch old tv shows like raven on youtube.
32. think of things you like about yourself, - your hair, your eye color, parts of your personality.
33. find a rolemodel that overcame a hard time and make them your inspiration.
34. set small goals for yourself to make you happy, - get 5OO followers, get at least 5O set likes, etc.
35. look at pictures of cute boys / girls.
36. think about the boy / girl you like.
37. watch a tv show you like that's kinda similar to what you're going through.
38. talk to someone, a family member, friend, guidance conselour, etc. it may be hard at first but it helps.
39. make peace with your enemies.
4O. take a shower or bath.
41. do something with your siblings.
42. get out of the house, away from your computer.
43. make a pretty set
44. watch glozell's challenges on youtube.
45. try to do a challenge and post it on youtube.
46. try to laugh without smiling, its funny.
47. let go of the past, but don't forget what it taught you.
48. get a massage.
49. TALK ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL, OPEN UP TO SOMEONE. PEOPLE CARE, I PROMISE.♥
5O. wipe your tears, hold your head up. you need to respect yourself or else no one else will think they have to.
 
so, i hoped this helped and if it doesn't you should pm me asap, because i want to put a smile on your face. ♥
 
- n3ssuh.♥
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♡ what if there was no light, nothing wrong, nothing right. ♡
what if there was no time, and no reason and no rhyme. what if you should decide, that you don't want me there by your side. that you don't want me there in your life.

x&o.x&o.x&o.x&o.x&o.x&o. ♥
 
hi i'm sorry for the ugly set pls forgive me, lol okay well i'm in the mood to right a lot because i have a lot of feelings today so, yeah. read if you care, don't if you don't care??
 
ugh okay first i wanna talk about how much i hate acacia clark, like i don't understand why she's famous. she has a girl group and the other two are like such amazing singers and then acacia sounds like a dying walrus like idek. like she's pretty and all, but she depends too much on her looks. she just wants attention, tbh. like her video about her and sam breaking up??? like she wasn't even sad. that was the top comment i was about to piss myself lolno. i just don't understand??? and also she has nudes from when she was like 14 everywhere?? idk about you but i wasn't taking nudes when i was 14.
 
also i don't understand why people find admitting when they're wrong so hard. i mean, no one wants to do it but just grow a pair and say you're sorry. like every one has apologized but them because they think they're above everyone. if you'd rather loose all your friends than apologize, then whatever. pretty sad, but i don't care. and yes this is about someone specifically but there's no point in tagging them because i cannot get through to them, so whatever idc.
 
also now i really like peanuts so like my new favorite food is planters honey roasted peanuts nbd. cx they're so good tho i just wanna live off of that and some naked and i'll be good. i would go to wawa and get some more now but lazy.
 
also i feel like making advice sets today so imma do that later. i probably won't be answering too many messages tho because i'm not in the mood for people like usual oops.
 
have an amazing day, beautiful. c:
- n3ssurrrr. ♥